Weight

Ok, I just weighed myself and I weigh 105.5!!!!!! I lost 4 pounds! I took laxatives yesterday and am staying home from school today. I will take more to day, i didn't eat anything yesterday and i am so proud. But I keep my body well hydrated. I am extremely happy. But I also want to be thinner and tinier then that............my current goal is 100 pounds......but my ultimate goal is 95.5.
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Thinspo of the day!

Love, TinyNThin13

Ana

Anna Grace

          I am fat. I want to be beautiful; I will do anything to be beautiful. I weigh 110.5 pounds currently. That is beyond over weight for me! The Wii Fit says I’m 116 pounds, but I don’t believe it. What bugs me about that is it said I had a healthy weight but it was like 1 cm from the words OBESE! What the hell is that?!? I will never let myself gain weight, NEVER I have to go to AI after school, that’s good, it means that I can politely decline the snack. When I say no to the snack it means I won’t have eaten since 7:00am this morning (I was forced to eat 2 kiwi’s cut in half. I took four {one for each halve} small bites, skimming the surface of the fruits.) On Saturday day night I stole a bunch of stuff from down stairs. Some Cranberry pill so I’ll pee a lot,, a few Tums so I can pretend to have an upset stomach and skip dinner tonight, Calcium pills for when I lose my period, tons of Advil so I can complain about my head and get my mom to pick me from school (aka skipping lunch without my friends pestering me to eat…), green tea (It helps you lose weight…). I bought black hair dye and plan to dye my hair black eventually, once I break down my mom OR I could just do it and get grounded causing me to stay away from friends meaning: avoiding questions and food offers. As soon as I go shopping with my friend I’ll pick up some laxatives and tell her they’re for my grandma. I try to work out as much as possible! I need to buy workout videos. Now I just have to ask for money from my mom or grandma who will gladly give it to me because they love me. It will be easy to become skinny with both of my parents working now. I want to be SO light, that I don’t leave footprints in the snow! Only thin people are beautiful! I also need an excuse to not eat around my brother…..I love him soooooooooooooooo much! I can’t let him know about this! And we watch movies together with TONS of snacks…….what am I going to do?!? I also need to go shopping for Christmas presents….more excuses to get out of the house and away from food. I’ll leave my money at home (unless I’m purposely going shopping.) I can’t buy food if I don’t have any money. I got my friend Sallie to join me in being Ana…..she is really stupid and naïve she does whatever I do….I made her swear not to tell anyone so she won’t. But the only problem is I don’t know if she’s lying about not eating….I have made her swear several times not to lie to me. I don’t think she’s smart enough to lie to me, but my only fear is she’ll end up telling her mom. Then I’ll end up in the clinic!!!! @.@ Not only am I going to get skinny I’m also looking for beauty tips….I want the perfect body which is underweight. People remember me by my face therefore I will improve my looks as much as possible. I was watching a show called Super Size Vs. Super Skinny, it’s only shown in the UK but I searched it on YouTube and many other sites. Anyway, the show is filled with inspiration, there’s the super skinny, Anna Richardson who wants the perfect body and a group of Ana’s that are trying to change but I just take notes. I’ve also been trying to find music to do with Ana, I’ve found 2 songs so far: Stupid Girls by: P!nk and Yellow by: Coldplay. I just finished reading Winter Girls by: Laurie Halse Anderson…………….

Thinspo of the day!!

Love, TinyNThin13
Ps. This is an old written thing that i've never posted so they're will be two today.